A letter to God

new day.. new chance.. im glad i can still breathe and live.. thank God ^^ 2day i feel d love of d Lord again.. 4 quite sometime i let His place in my heart taken and 2day.. i realise it.. im sorry Lord.... His love to me never fade.. gracefully.. n He never stop.. He hold onto my life like its very precious (it is very precious to Him). Thank You God for never stop loving me and never give up upon me no matter how much i hurt You. I love You Lord, my God, my Best Friend, my Daddy.. Jesus Christ. Saranghae!!!

yours forever,

~COrn~

My new blog!!

hahaha loikeee... i got a new blog here on tumbler XDD n i think im falling in love with it d hehehe so folks.. if im not here gotta find me there hehehe aww im so excited!! miaooww.. so here's d link people...

http://adryeanne.tumblr.com/

Time oh time!

It’s the second week for my second semester here. I can feel the busyness already even though most things are going well. I thought I can manage it all especially my time and yet, I screw some things up already. My plan on working also not going well because on second thought, I might not be able to divide my time (I know I have problems in my time management). However, I did try to find a suitable work for me which can compromise with my time as I also need time, extra time in fact, to polish my Engineering Mathematics (E.M) subject. Maybe I should not work at all? I don’t know. Anyway, on the mean time I think I should concentrate on my E.M as I’m quite weak on differentiation. Time indeed flies so fast that sometimes I feel like I need to do more than I could; just like a saying that goes, “so many things to do, so little time”.

Seminar Weekend..

fuhh..its only my 1st week back in swinburne n yet... its a very bz week.. beside of having assignment n homework 2 do ++ my engineering mx class got quiz on differentiation-yes!! DIFFERENTIATION!! walaooo~ n diz 2 weeks im fully book for back-up singing, dance and 'ajk'ing (nice new word huh? hahaha) anyway.. its makes me realise that im now in a new level so i need 2 do extra n ready to be extra too.. extra active, extra going, extra bla3.. hahaha i still can laugh even though my body is yelling 2 have rest.. it was like.. "REST! REST! REST!ENOUGH!!!" hahaha
hem talking about d seminar.. it was an amazing moment n yeah.. i miz those moments huhu suddenly reminds me of our dad in Christ dat look after us all this while in KL.. Pastor Kenny.. dunno y but i miz him.. ngahahaha n also d people there of coz! ^^ i was so active n u noe.. like wen i'm singing in front.. how i express wat i feel (sometimes i get overexcited haha) n biliv it or not, we sang non-stop for 2-3hours.. d challenging part is wen we need 2 stand dat long during d altarcall n as d result(im applying my eng skills =p) woa my legs became so stiff n it hurts badly.. however (again, my eng skills) it worth all d pain 2 c many people get healed n renewed.. especially d sunday service.. it was so overwhelming n touchy~

then when its d time 2 go home.. i got really tired.. finished my assignment, n take a short nap.. (its really short but i cant afford 2 lose more time 2 send my assignment as d due time is 5pm) then rushed to Swinburne again.. huhu so tiring n now i'm reducing my talk.. hahaha i mean i control talking as im losing my voice n i cant afford doing so as nex week i need it 2 perform again.. wah now i can c d usage of it hahaha i said it as if its a tool (it is, 2 giv glory 2 God ^^)

hem.. i guess dats all my updates for now.. wait till i have d time 2 type again yarrr... luv ya'll XOXO

holidays in d never ending summer... (i think it'll b more dramatic if i use summer hahhaa)

hey folks!! its still my holidays now.. hem.. n i din do a lot.. stay 8 home mostly.. n i also dun on9 a lot thus unable me 2 update my blog.. anyway its being an interesting holiday 4 me 2.. hehehe n me n my boyfriend (now i can call dat in public ngahahaha) declare it out in fb d.. wic means now every1 can noe bout our relationship XPP

hem.. i got my results in d holidays also.. n i LOVE it!!! tnx 2 my cool n very helpful lecturers.. i got 3.89 for my CGPA.. yay!! i think i can do better but yeah.. im still grateful for it.. thank God especially for it.. ^^ n my hope for nex sem? lets make it 4...~ XPP amen.. haha tnx also for those who pray 4 me.. (i noe there are some) God bless u all 2.. lets learn 2 pray 4 each other.. more.. ^^ its good 2 pray 4 each other coz yeah.. wen some1 is in need, at least he's not alone. its like d burden is lifted by the people who prayed 4 him 2.. but x to take all d burden.. its 2 lighten it.. so more people pray, the lighter it became.. dun believe me? try it! u'll c d results.. ^^

lalalalala~ well.. i think dats all 4 now.. c u guys again soon! xoxo

my life as a student~

yeahh.. i noe its been a while i've not been updating my blog. its my last few weeks for this sem so no wonder if i'm vry bz wt assgnments n stdies.. after dat its HOLIDAY!!!! hahaha there's pros n cons of it too.. i'll b not on9 and cant update u guys wt my stories.. yeah, my stories keep going on even if im not here 2 shre wt u guys.. huhu

So.. wats interesting for these few week are.. i had this innovation fair.. hahaa i'm quite surprised though coz we r choosen as the group presenting.. i don expect it at all.. we din win the competition anyway.. but it was a good thing dat i learn smething there.. hahaha 2 improve my selling skills i supposed? XPXP hem anyway, credit 2 Mdm Sylvia coz she do help us a lot in the process..^^

then.. wat else huh? yeah.. our final is coming soon.. huhuhu i only have 2 subjects to be tested in the xm but yaaa.. need 2 stdy 2 hahaha the sem is going to its end n i learn a lot in this U here.. i got new frens and learn to start from beginning.. learn to divide my time..(still working on it) learn 2 balance evrything in my life.. i love evrything in my life.. thank God for it! ^^ n i met lots of people in the process.. many kinds of people.. i learn a lot through my surroundings n yeah.. i think im gaining something new evryday n understand more about life hahahaa

thres more to talk about.. i think if to write here mmg not enough bahhh hahahahaa i start to speak my Malaysian eng again...~ yeahhh... dats wat i learn from here also hahahaa hem anyway.. i think thats all 4 now.. wait 2 hear more from mehh.. soon..

iyeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....~

long time not seee..... hahahaa

hello again! ngeee~ sorry guys.. kinda bz diz few weeks dat i forgot to write on my blog... ngeeee~ again.. hem..many things happen this few weeks.. Gawai, Exam, Study, Relationship matters.. blueeeekkkk... ahahhaa truthfully, my life is doing great but kinda unorganised-again hahaha need 2 organise it through all over again.. eh? again i said 'again' hahahahaaa so many again.. hem btw.. i got tons of assignments to accomplish.. huhuhu diz few weeks gonna kill me through!!! need extra strength.. pray 4 mehh... n my final is juz around d corner.. its on 5th n 6th Julaiiiii!!!!! T.T many things to do yet so little time.. (qoute from somewhere i cant remember) hahahaa anyway, enjoy ur life.. coz even in the busyness or unorganises or stressness(don b! HAHAHAHA) there is the beauty of all of these... life is so interesting.. ^^ bah.. ok.. time to go.. need to do my assignment liaooowwww....

Bringing Impact..

yesterday i went to church and there was a pastor from Philipine sharing with us bout bringing impact to the world.. there are some saying from Mother Thresa dat touch my heart and reminds me once again of what i've learned in Kl there.. bringing impact to the world.."wat we do might be just like a drop of water in the ocean but that one drop make a difference to the sea level" kinda sound like dat..-i dun remember d exact word hahaha

hem anyway, so true.. we cannot do much but by dat, our lives is more significant and meaningful.. when we back 2 d Father n we can say, "Daddy, I did smething out of my life~" n He can say, "im so proud of u my child" ^^ dont we long 2 do dat?

so.. how exactly can we do dat? ngeee~ we have our own capabilities n specialities given by God.. use it.. i have a good book im reading now.. Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren.. we can learn more there.. anyway.. one that i wanna share.. LOVE.. watever we do or wanna do we must 1st have LOVE. have u ever wondered y Jesus said the main command is LOVE? love ur God.. love ur neighbour.. LOVE.. coz when u hve love it covers evrything- evry aspect in our lives

love creates passion 2wards wat we do.. love gives us d faith.. it drives us forward.. love ur job.. u do it better.. love ur family u do it stronger.. ngeee~ sice when i noe how 2 berfalsafah ni? hahahaha

hem.. there's more 2 learn.. much2 more.. life is all bout learning all these.. ^^ thank God we're given a lifetime 2 do so.. so appreciate ur life n do smething wt it.. bring impact 2 d people n ur surroundings..

♥ ♥ ♥ sony ♥ ♥ ♥

hahax! yesterday i went 2 saberkas wt jamie n bought a new hp... ngee~ its a sony ericsson c510.. -d phone i've been surveyed since last year haha.. jamie bought t700-also 1 of d phone i likeeee~ i thought wanna buy same like hers but she said,"dont buy d sme as mine" hahaahaa i think t700 model is nicer in design but c510 is better in terms of software ngeee~ so we r 1-1 hahaa (mok jugakk...)

my new hp got a very nice sound.. wahhh.. so satisfied when listen 2 music ^^ n its cybershot.. so i can take clearer pix yay!!

i like.. i love.. ngeee~

♥♥♥ Dinne 2geda.. ngeeee~ ♥♥♥

i love to see them like diz.. kawaii nehh~ hahaa btw.. dat day i was so full-i eat A LOT.. i mean, A LOT!! ngeeee~

When You're Around..

wehhh.. its been a while i didn't write anythin' here.. hahax sorry guys.. juz dunno wat 2 share bah.. ngeeee~ well.. so wat am i gonna share now? hehee when u're around... u noe wat, i realize that my life is so beautiful n full of surprises n stories.. n yeah.. its also becoz of d people i have in my life.. ^_^

i love my family.. without their support i will never be here in Swinburne stdying wat i like.. i really appreciate them. love papa, mummy, dedek, didi, dido, nina.. T.T

i love all of my frens.. they give colour to my life and yup! i miss my fwens in kl dere.. my old2 fwens from secondary school.. to my fwens here.. hehe tnx 2 u that being my fwen.. even though there r times we dont agree with each other, i do learn a lot from u all.. ngeee~ luv u all! =x muaxxx

Especially to Jesus.. who is not only my loving Dad, but oso my faithful Fwen, my graceful Lord.. my everything.. n with Him i learn 2 appreciate everything i have in my life.. bcoz of Him i have the people around me.. tnx God for this life n the people You put in it.. ngeee~ my life is meaningful when You're around..

Decision Making~ today

everyday we need to make decisions.. n every decisions will affect our life (n sometimes others), we make decisions that change our future. even simple decisions have the effect in our life-wat more to say if its a big one.. huhu now im in the junction of the road where i need again, to choose a path to follow..n its not easy for me as it involves my emotions. i need to choose between my rational thinking and my emotionals thingy. i noe that i should take 1 decision (i have decided) but i dont dare to take a step forward yet.. i m still thinking of holding on.. but i noe i need to make a move! its hard.. n it hurts.. God.. give me strength.. i cannot do it alone. there's a voice reminding me, 'its not dat bad.. we will pass through this and let God work. Maybe its not the rite time yet to take the other path, maybe 1 day there'll b a chance..' yeah.. i learn a lot from this situation.. tnx God.. i biliv everything will b ok.. its not dat bad.. one day i will remember all this n say, 'im glad that i learn it before..' n till dat day come, i biliv its all depends on my decision making~ today

My third post for today..

Wah.. today i really write a lot here owh? huuhuu.. yeah.. maybe bcoz 2day lots of things happen.. dunno wat 2 say.. but feeling wanna write smething.. i wanna let it all out..~ its been a tough day 4 me.. i keep reminding myself.. its not dat bad.. its not dat bad... comeon corn! wake up!!! i really need smetime off 4 myself now.. silent tme.. tnx 4 those who cares.. its not dat bad.. huhu even my writing now not dat organised.. juz wanna let it all out.. but i cant.. myb im dat type that keep it 2 myself? haha going crazy again.. =.=" still emo itu pilihan.. yeah.. again 1 other voice reminds me.. warrrggghhh!! i need a time off.. c u all again wen im ok... lalalaaaa~

Its My new HairStyleee!!! lolz

I love You Jesus.. (feel like crying oledi hahaa)

Today is Thursday.. i woke up as usual but with different feeling.. kinda moody n i dunno y.. then i pray.. n realise.. i miss smething in my life.. OMG.. haha my 4m for 2day, simple phrase fm d bible but yeah.. it reminds me once again.. "ttpi carilah kerajaanNya, maka semuanya itu akan ditambahkan kpdmu", "krna d mna hartamu brada, d stu jgala htimu brada" Im sorry Lord that smetimes in a day i m lost n din even remember U for sme moments.. i noe U r so faithful 2 me n never let me go. Your hands are always holding me on, firm n always strong because of YOUR LOVE 2 me.. i realise it again.. n im so grateful that U'll owest LOVE me even if i 4got bout u 4 a while.. i want to remember u every seconds and every breath that i take i want 2 feel u.. thank You Lord for Your never ending love.. I love You Lord.. I love You jesus.. (feel like crying oledi hahaa)

I got Orange!! hahax

Argh.. nearly forgot bout it.. hahaha but juz now doing nothing i look 8 my little Orange.. i suddenly remembered i haven share bout it-dunno its a she or he hahhaa Orange.. My little fish here.. actually i went to 'pasar minggu' at Satok there and thought of wanting to have a tortoise.. a small 1 of course.. i've always wanting 2 get 1 huhuhu i wan it! i wan it! i wan it! hahhaa but then reaching d pets stall there i saw Orange- n its frens of coz hahaa n thinking bout maybe i should try 2 get a fish, i bought Orange.. i wanna buy a tortoise 2 but huhu i dun hve any badget yet 4 it.. its soooo cute! hem never mind.. one day... one day.. hahaha its ok la.. maybe hve 2 wait 4 smething we really like-its always like dat hahaaa then we will hargai it more.. (^_^) anyway i'm still happy coz i got Orange!! hahax

Its gonna b my study week..

wah.. its the forth week i've been here in Swinburne.. hahax! n this week we'll b havin test for sme subjects.. lalalaa need to do revision.. study2 again haha anyway, its nice coz it makes me feel more like a student haha funny though coz it seems to be me studying2, examing2 n not yet resulting2 hahaha wat i mean is since matrix till this year..i have been 'jumping' from 1 place 2 another.. but yeah.. hope diz is it.. no more jumping2 hahaa (its 1 of my azam this year actually) wanna b stable n settle down. bah, its time.. chaiyo!2 to myself hahax! love u all.. c u next week..

Its a beautiful life..

True.. Life is beautiful.. x kirala pa yg tjadi smpai hri ini, life is beautiful. Life is beautiful when we are with our frens, its beautiful when we have a moment with our family.. beautiful when we are sad.. beautiful when we take time for ourself, when we're young, when we're still kids.. N wats d best is our life became beautiful plus plus plus meaningful when we have God.. when we have Him, everything become significant, nothing is not reasonable.. it gives the reason for us to enjoy this life-every part of it! watever happened, when we see things through Him we'll see the beauty of our life. God.. i appreciate the chance U gave me to live, to be wat i wanna be.. to love my life.. to have reason to live.. Waaa! if only i can express my feeling to the world.. its a beautiful life...

Love in the air ©

Its been quite sometime... -merapu ntah pape ntah hahahaa

Its been quite sometime dat i've been watching u from afar,

quite sometime to have this feeling and keep it from d stars,

wat should i do,

wat do i do,

perhaps today is d time?

to tell u evrything in rhyme..

Its been quite sometime to think it over,

quite sometime to keep it slower,

but it worth it i know,

to wait it all grow,

within time the perfect time,

at the right moment beautifully done..

Its been quite sometime and that makes it meaningful.

When You're Around..

Well.. I miss all of my frens in Kl.. huhu Tnx 2 all of u, never 4get me ha... hahax! I learned a lot back there and its exciting to get to know u guys.. luv ya! anyway.. its time 4 me 2 go.. we were further apart but that doesn't mean we're torn apart.. hahax! keep in touch.. frens 4ever!

A2 Project

It all started in a normal day of March..

hahax! so diz is it.. its my new blog here.. yeah.. i'm gonna share a lot depending on my time here. Anyway, i do have another blog also entitled "Once Upon a Time..." 8 wordpress. so feel free to juz checking around lalalaaa