Decision Making~ today

everyday we need to make decisions.. n every decisions will affect our life (n sometimes others), we make decisions that change our future. even simple decisions have the effect in our life-wat more to say if its a big one.. huhu now im in the junction of the road where i need again, to choose a path to follow..n its not easy for me as it involves my emotions. i need to choose between my rational thinking and my emotionals thingy. i noe that i should take 1 decision (i have decided) but i dont dare to take a step forward yet.. i m still thinking of holding on.. but i noe i need to make a move! its hard.. n it hurts.. God.. give me strength.. i cannot do it alone. there's a voice reminding me, 'its not dat bad.. we will pass through this and let God work. Maybe its not the rite time yet to take the other path, maybe 1 day there'll b a chance..' yeah.. i learn a lot from this situation.. tnx God.. i biliv everything will b ok.. its not dat bad.. one day i will remember all this n say, 'im glad that i learn it before..' n till dat day come, i biliv its all depends on my decision making~ today

My third post for today..

Wah.. today i really write a lot here owh? huuhuu.. yeah.. maybe bcoz 2day lots of things happen.. dunno wat 2 say.. but feeling wanna write smething.. i wanna let it all out..~ its been a tough day 4 me.. i keep reminding myself.. its not dat bad.. its not dat bad... comeon corn! wake up!!! i really need smetime off 4 myself now.. silent tme.. tnx 4 those who cares.. its not dat bad.. huhu even my writing now not dat organised.. juz wanna let it all out.. but i cant.. myb im dat type that keep it 2 myself? haha going crazy again.. =.=" still emo itu pilihan.. yeah.. again 1 other voice reminds me.. warrrggghhh!! i need a time off.. c u all again wen im ok... lalalaaaa~

Its My new HairStyleee!!! lolz

I love You Jesus.. (feel like crying oledi hahaa)

Today is Thursday.. i woke up as usual but with different feeling.. kinda moody n i dunno y.. then i pray.. n realise.. i miss smething in my life.. OMG.. haha my 4m for 2day, simple phrase fm d bible but yeah.. it reminds me once again.. "ttpi carilah kerajaanNya, maka semuanya itu akan ditambahkan kpdmu", "krna d mna hartamu brada, d stu jgala htimu brada" Im sorry Lord that smetimes in a day i m lost n din even remember U for sme moments.. i noe U r so faithful 2 me n never let me go. Your hands are always holding me on, firm n always strong because of YOUR LOVE 2 me.. i realise it again.. n im so grateful that U'll owest LOVE me even if i 4got bout u 4 a while.. i want to remember u every seconds and every breath that i take i want 2 feel u.. thank You Lord for Your never ending love.. I love You Lord.. I love You jesus.. (feel like crying oledi hahaa)

I got Orange!! hahax

Argh.. nearly forgot bout it.. hahaha but juz now doing nothing i look 8 my little Orange.. i suddenly remembered i haven share bout it-dunno its a she or he hahhaa Orange.. My little fish here.. actually i went to 'pasar minggu' at Satok there and thought of wanting to have a tortoise.. a small 1 of course.. i've always wanting 2 get 1 huhuhu i wan it! i wan it! i wan it! hahhaa but then reaching d pets stall there i saw Orange- n its frens of coz hahaa n thinking bout maybe i should try 2 get a fish, i bought Orange.. i wanna buy a tortoise 2 but huhu i dun hve any badget yet 4 it.. its soooo cute! hem never mind.. one day... one day.. hahaha its ok la.. maybe hve 2 wait 4 smething we really like-its always like dat hahaaa then we will hargai it more.. (^_^) anyway i'm still happy coz i got Orange!! hahax

Its gonna b my study week..

wah.. its the forth week i've been here in Swinburne.. hahax! n this week we'll b havin test for sme subjects.. lalalaa need to do revision.. study2 again haha anyway, its nice coz it makes me feel more like a student haha funny though coz it seems to be me studying2, examing2 n not yet resulting2 hahaha wat i mean is since matrix till this year..i have been 'jumping' from 1 place 2 another.. but yeah.. hope diz is it.. no more jumping2 hahaa (its 1 of my azam this year actually) wanna b stable n settle down. bah, its time.. chaiyo!2 to myself hahax! love u all.. c u next week..

Its a beautiful life..

True.. Life is beautiful.. x kirala pa yg tjadi smpai hri ini, life is beautiful. Life is beautiful when we are with our frens, its beautiful when we have a moment with our family.. beautiful when we are sad.. beautiful when we take time for ourself, when we're young, when we're still kids.. N wats d best is our life became beautiful plus plus plus meaningful when we have God.. when we have Him, everything become significant, nothing is not reasonable.. it gives the reason for us to enjoy this life-every part of it! watever happened, when we see things through Him we'll see the beauty of our life. God.. i appreciate the chance U gave me to live, to be wat i wanna be.. to love my life.. to have reason to live.. Waaa! if only i can express my feeling to the world.. its a beautiful life...

Love in the air ©

Its been quite sometime... -merapu ntah pape ntah hahahaa

Its been quite sometime dat i've been watching u from afar,

quite sometime to have this feeling and keep it from d stars,

wat should i do,

wat do i do,

perhaps today is d time?

to tell u evrything in rhyme..

Its been quite sometime to think it over,

quite sometime to keep it slower,

but it worth it i know,

to wait it all grow,

within time the perfect time,

at the right moment beautifully done..

Its been quite sometime and that makes it meaningful.